Loniness

It can really drive you crazy when u are all alone in the this confined four-walls of your room....

There is no one to talk to you, only the life-less computer and those people over the other end of the line... That is how I have been living my life for the past 6month... this kind of lack of interaction with human beings , only occassion with friends have taken a slow down in my everyday life.... It have make me want to cry out loud... anyone out there... anyone can help me... but always there is no one when you needed someone badly.... why there is nobody???

When they need someone, I always try to be with them but when I needed someone badly they are no where near to comfort me.... why should I care about them, when they need me?? When dar dar is upset, I listen to him... when that day I need him to confort me, he just shout at me and ask me to take care of myself....

n you... you are still the hp... a lifeless hp... that can't grow arms out to hold me... juz make out of text and sound... u will msg me when u miss me... when I need you badly... u r no where insight for me...

Is that what life is about??
If I dont have a r/s, there wont be a break out... If I dont get married, there wont be a divorce... if i dont breath, there wont be pain inside my heart... If I dont care, I dont have to mind whether u all cares abt me...